Saturday, January 31, 2009

Hard Saturday

Man, when I was at school I stumbled on a friend of mine and we talked about getting our grades but sad to say most of my grades were failing and I had to do something about and really do much more studies. I was surprised about the results about my grades. I don't know what will be the result when the time for the finals come. I hope I won't get scolded by this.

As I dropped my Perspective subject and so not to waste my time. I decided to stay at school every Saturdays to go to the library and spend some time studying about art and its fundamentals. Had some friends to talk to and never wasted time there. I had fun at that time.

Oh, and also I spent time at my cousin's house. Watched TV shows and watch him play online games. Been watching their fishes, one of them fascinated me.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Pressure Fever

Whew! I've been posting a lot these days and got tired on doing lots of stuff. I've started painting and can't finish it easily because I'm having difficulty when it comes to colors. Maybe I can only post a few lines as of now. Been tired on doing lots of things and hoping it would be a great to do extra curricular activities that can help my studies.

I've noticed that one of my classmate is absent every Wednesdays and I just don't know why it's like that. We were grouped and most of the group members were girls and just two of us were males. We were just discussing things and wrote it on a piece of paper. Computer class was just the same as before.

Just don't know what will happen tomorrow.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

What I See, What I Get

If you have noticed I could not post directly when I come home it's because of having a sleepy attack. Due to school and boring mood tends to make me drowsy. I've been always reading the Art Fundamentals book in the library and which made me learn more things about art and gave me rich ideas for my course.

Art for me is the best way to express your imagination. I really like the course I'm taking and it gives me peace of mind. Come to think of it, only a few things are happening in my life. I'm still thinking what to paint for my second artwork but can't decide what it is.

There are lots of things to do specially school and the most hated part is exams which brings headaches, eye bags, and makes you drink lots of coffee. You tend to see lots of letters and numbers which makes you dizzy and go puke. I need to study, of course, to pass and graduate and live a happy life I think.

Oh by the way, I saw them again and they looked pretty in the clothes they were wearing. I thought I was going to have a nosebleed. Really hoping to see them again. They rather give me a nice mood every time my eyes see them.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Adjust The Time

I was not able to blog yesterday you know. Really, because there were lots of things to do. I really wanted to finish my studies as soon as possible. Hoping to work in a big company and have a big monthly salary to support my needs.

I've just finished my first painting and it's my first painting ever painted on canvas. I never really liked the result but maybe in the near future I'm going to improve in the world of arts. My skills are far from people I know and they're much better than I am. Their skills are compared to famous painters.

I have been thinking on adjusting my schedule because of school. We were grouped again at our sociology class for our last project and hope that all of us would cooperate. It's a project about making a video and a story about social acceptance. Most of my group mates were my past classmates from another subject and also my friends and a number of them have been my friends for years.

I think I'm not going to go home every end of our computer class and stay at the college library. Read books, finish home works, make project or just plainly hang out with my friends. Well for me I'd rather practice on drawing.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Silly Things

I was curious about what was happening at school. I really do know that they were spreading rumors again. They were once making rumors that a prophecy was real of something. They had this grudge against me, I think. I heard one rumor about me again and it's about "people that know me won't get a job when they graduate". What the hell is that about?

I was not really giving a damn about that stuff. I know that people are jealous of what I have and I accept that. People don't know that it is not easy being me. It sounds like I got that line from a song. I really don't know who started that and they still think that I'm deaf and don't hear what's happening around. They are lucky that they were not born like me.Are they making fun of me? Maybe I have to find it out.

I was in the library reading a book about arts and learned stuff from it. There are some terms that I don't know about arts because I'm not really an expert or a genius or something because I also tend to forget. I knew something new like Etching, it is like hatching or cross-hatching. I think it a line art and has good effects and I've been doing it using pen and ink. The paintings that I saw in the book look familiar and been really fascinated on old paintings.

When I was walking along the corridor, that is when I noticed about these people I know making a distance. I really knew they were planning about something. I really don't know who started it but the awful thing that they did was a criminal act. Come to think that they were planning in taking away friends of mine. It is just better if they mind their own business. I get mad sometimes too you know. I just don't know the results that would happen about this.

I have been thinking on pursuing on my course. I have been studying on the arts and have been thinking on specializing my skills.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Poisoned Thoughts

Wow, I was not able to post for how many days. Many things has happened these past few days and still I'm very busy doing so many stuff. Things have gotten mysterious, which means something is really going to happen. I can feel things too, I'm not that dumb.

I could not remember the happenings these past few days so I can only post maybe the happenings as of now. I still have not finished my painting and I'm going to finish it maybe this week. Doing many things brings you stress and you tend to fall asleep at any time. You really can not know what will happen to you in the next few days nor people can predict your future. It is because only you yourself know on what you will become.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Just Yesterday Time

Well, to start off the post. I think that yesterday, we went on to a mall to buy stuff for my painting. It's just canvas and a box full of paint. When we went to the mall, I thought that I was in another country. There were lots of foreigners and can't deny to look at beautiful ladies of course. It maybe a coincidence that I saw a classmate of mine in a bookstore where I bought my stuff.

I could not think of anything to paint yet, but maybe in time I can visualize my art. I'm still a beginner at painting even at the age of 19.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Sinulog 2009

Yeah, the day that we are celebrating right now is the Sinulog Festival. It is a celebrated every 18th of January. People in our place, specially Cebu, like to celebrate this once in a year bang. I also like celebrating this but I don't go to the crowds maybe I can't stand the heat or the pressure. People are always having fun in this but I tend to stay at home and celebrate it with my family.

There are many things being celebrated during this day. There are concerts, beauty pageants, tattoo art, souvenirs, and lots more to mention. Maybe this week, I'll be busy doing lots of stuffs like painting it is because I really want to earn income in painting and not just because of the money it is also because of the talent that was given to me.

HTML study

Luckily my fever has calmed down and I can think thoroughly right now. Based on my research about internet advertising or earning money online, I was confused on what network to use. So I'll try every thing I know.

I've been thinking on what post should interest people to view my blog but I can't think of anything but blog about myself. I now that it's quite messy revealing your life to the public but I think it's worth a shot. Some things are not easy to accomplish and you really need to earn it.

Thinking about my life, I think being busy studying HTML would be my past time rather than watching to much cartoons or playing any video games. Plus, I should never forget my painting skills. I really do need to practice on color mixing which is my weakest spot in painting. I really plan on selling paintings but I don't know when to start because of school.

I really don't know what will happen to me in the future. Maybe I'll do whatever it takes to succeed.

Friday, January 16, 2009


Things have gotten calm because I had taken medicine to my fever. It was really worse yesterday and now I had to be absent. I just received a text message from a friend of mine that we had an exam but sad to say I was absent due to my condition. My head was really aching when I woke up but was really happy that my adsense application was approved.

I'm just sitting here doing a little work, watching TV shows, finishing my painting, and some other stuff that I really don't need to mention. Staying at home would be a best choice for me.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

On The Heat

Yesterday I was not able to post here because I had a fever and even until now. Along the way to school I met a friend of mine but I was really busy so I could not talk to him. It was cold and my body was shivering and never had any coat whatsoever. During the submission of the results of the test exams in our Computer class, I was really surprised that I got a good score. Never studied that much before the exam took place, maybe I'll get a headache.

My body was really unstable and I got a high fever but enduring it would be the best choice. I would never want to faint and wake up being in the clinic. I just saw them again and was really conscious about what is happening around. The weather was really cold for me and it heated up when they came, they were ladies of course.

I had to go to class and got my score for the Literatures of the World class but could not withstand my fever and we all went home so I got to bed so early and even forgot to brush my teeth.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Lazy Artist

I just happened to recognize that I forgot to ask for my change of my 20 pesos fare. Never mind, I'll try to be more cautious about what is going to happen in the future. I'll try to be more careful and alert at all costs.

Classes went back to normal after our Midterm Exams. Hope that in our next exams my grades would increase. I've been lazy and noticed that I got fat which maybe a result from depression and fatigue. Exercise would be a great idea but there are lots of things to do when being a student. Just remembered that we are going to present something, hope that I'm not going to faint or something like that.

My photo manipulation skills have still been the same and practicing would be a great idea. I really want my skills to improve in painting and other forms of art.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

First post for year 2009

Hi I just wanted to say hi to everyone. I've been to blogger how many times. So I think this will be my first post for the fresh welcome of the year 2009. I hope this year will be great for me because of so many things that have happened.

Life has been quite difficult for a starter like me. I'm young and still have a very long way to go. Life is hard but I think I can overcome it with hard work. My life has gone okay these few months, things have gotten better and better.

I've been thinking on improvising my talent, which is drawing. I've been having problems on sketching the human body framework. I'll be practicing sketching, drawing, painting. Hope it really helps me a lot because I really like to do art and any other things.